Just when I thought it could never happen to me again...

This one is for you... You know who you are :)


You've made me forget all the bad things that have happened to me in the last few years.
You've made me look forward to the future again.
You've made me feel wanted.
You've made me feel needed.
You've made me realize that what I was looking for was just an image, just a perception.
You've made me want to watch Romantic comedies again. :P

You've made me happy :) and most importantly...
You've made me fall in love all over again.

Conflict

It's one of those times when your heart and your mind want completely opposite things. If you do what your former wants you to do you end up regretting later on and following the latter makes you cry all the time.

Why did life get so difficult? And since when?

I really had to write right now. This is the most helpless I have ever felt in my life. My two best friends are in the biggest trouble and they need their friends' support but I'm not there with them.
I have this whole new respect for the both of them.
May god bless them ,protect them and give them all the strength they need. This is just to let them know that I'm praying for them (the most I can d0).

Freak?

I don't even remember when exactly did I become such a film fanatic. This question arose in my mind when I was talking to a sweet guy who was not so much into films and it just struck me.
Now my "filmy malaria" has reached such a level that its impossible to connect to anyone who is not as interested in movies as I am. Most of the conversations that I have with the people who I am close to are about or in relevance to movies.

Am I a freak? And... Will "the one" be it too? *thinking with index finger on the temple*

Chimera?

Sometimes life forces you to forget what you thought was the most beautiful moment you have ever lived.
Well can't blame it, I should have pinched myself after it happened.
But now I'm not sure weather to call it a good dream or a bad one.

Expression

Her phone rang. It was his text.
She read it and smiled. She called him, he told her to just do what was written in the message.
She reached where he was waiting for her. It was her favorite restaurant.
She looked at him. He smiled.
He asked her the question.
There was a tear in her eye, she did not say anything else.

Even though it is important to express what you are feeling, there are somethings that you don't need to say out loud, they are just meant to be understood.

Making small talk is not that hard

I'm in my mid 20s and just like all other Indian females my parents are also heavily concerned about finding a suitable, nice, good looking, well settled guy with whom I can spend the rest of my life happily.
Before I got into the arranged marriage "business" it used to really creep me out that you have to make the decision after knowing someone for what... an hour? But thankfully my parents and all the guys I came across were very supportive in this respect.
Anyway, the point I'm trying to make in this post is not this.
The first time my mom told me that a prospective groom will be giving me a call, it bummed me out. But once I started talking I was not that bad (which came as quite a surprise to myself)!
I mean there were no awkward silenced (at least from my side) any of the times. Surprisingly I was able to connect to most of them quite easily (which is not a thing to be so proud of :P).
May be it was because I did not ask any of the people the regular arrange marriage questions, I just talked to them about my interests and things I like or dislike the way I would talk to my friends.
I really don't like stating it but, it is actually kind of become business like for me now. It may be because I did not come across a guy that I felt I could genuinely fall for but yeah now I can talk to even strangers with immense confidence ;) .