to make things worse...

Going through a really bad phase professionally...
Really not finding a way through...

:(

In Dilemma

Its human nature to find out negativity in an absolutely positive situation.
After a very long time everything is going just perfect in my life but my mind just can't stop worrying.
There are so many uncertainties still. So many whens, wheres and hows to be answered!

I hate myself for being so pessimistic even after being given so many re-assurances :(
I just can't help it. I'll relax only after things fall in place.
I'm sorry 'U' for making your and my life so difficult.

Are we moving forward or backwards?

Its such a relief to have IPL on TV these days. It gives me a break from all the rona dhona, shadi, god-bharai, karwa chauth and gangor pujas that are shown in the TV serials that air these days.
Its true that the Saas-Bahu era was irritating and we literally celebrated the day the last show that had the same concept ended but the too much social message spreading era is even worse.
I really miss the old Doordarshan TV shows like Vyomkesh Bakshi, Circus, Talash, Fauji or even the new-age shows like Banegi apni baat, Tara and Swabhiman.
All I see on TV these days is people crying over a child marriage or caste system or some avatar of some Goddess being born in a poor family.
Why can't we have more sitcoms like Dekh bhai dekh and Sarabhai vs Sarabhai?
Or intellectual shows like Bharat ek khoj and Surabhi?

The Indian television really needs another makeover now.