wtf!

Every now and then I get a feeling... What am I doing with my life.
I never dreamt that I would end up the way I have. It was not at all in the picture.
The worst part is I am supposed to be thankful for the things that I do have and not crib about those I don't.

But just once in a while I want to scream and cry and mourn over what my life has become.

(I know it's not bad, it's just not way I had imagined it to be; EVER)